Think about it.......

" To choose doubt as a philosophy of life is akin to choosing immobility as a means of transportation." - Yann Martel in 'Life of Pi'

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Silly dreams

No more nightmares, but silly dreams???.........…….. yes!!!!
And the most remarkable thing is I remember most of them when I wake up in the morn!!

Last night I had slept after seeing a movie about a serial killer (some predictable rot movie….......with a name that I didn’t bother to look up! ) and yes I dreamt I was a serial killer! A rather remarkable one at that, with 7 killings to my list, 6 humans and 1 animal (yes!!)

As far as I can recollect the dream started off with a woman police officer questioning me about some missing people who were last seen with me (but naturally!!). I send her off with some convincing stories (I don’t recollect) but then I sit thinking about the killings. I walk to the bathroom and the pristine white well tiled floor is all spotted with blood (gross!). Then I recollect my first murder, some guy who eve teases me after forcibly entering my home and I plunge him with something akin to a knife. The rest of the killings follow with different people some familiar some unfamiliar (but none I can recollect now) and with different weapons each. After each of them are dead I flush them down the drain whole!! I then sit and think do I feel guilty, remorse, anything, and I can’t find any for the people I have killed! But there is one animal that I have killed too and that fills me with remorse. The animal is a weird looking thing, a cross between a chimp, monkey, sloth and some more tree living creatures. It one day suddenly for no reason jumps into my home and mauls me very badly, almost killing me. I shoot it dead to protect myself and I feel sorry for doing it. Then I feel the need to protect myself from the police officer, so I sit and think what should be done should I be running off to some new place or should I surrender or should I bump off someone else once again, and the last option seems better.

The whole dream grossed me out so much I woke up. I felt relieved to know it was just another silly strange dream. Whatever it meant one thing is for sure I need to watch better things on television!!!

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